My Violence Truth

2010-03-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

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Lets Fly

2010-03-16T04:01:00.000-07:00

We both woke up on a saturday night
Thinking about our relations tonight
I dont know how it end and start
But i do know how we beginning to apart
Cuz i know how you feel
Take my hands and lets go fly
To the Skys and Stars Shinning Bright

I still remember the time we spent
Through the Ups and down we have shared
But god know how we felt
and the friends that mock us even more
Please dont go away my love
I try to understand this love
But you dont give me the chance

Everytime i remember you
Every problems i have fled away
I still remember one valentine
I kiss your lips that make me fly
Take my hands and lets go fly
To the Sky and Stars Shinning Bright
So lets soar to a place that we know

A Deep price to pay for

2010-03-15T07:00:00.001-07:00

Been thru hell with my left knee.. Lucky can walk n A little bit of running..
Just finish reading Da Vinci Code thank you for Shafikah For lending the Book
Heck been quite a while thinking
True Friends stay by your side
Every problems came to us
Teach us to Bond OR be a part not apart
One song about true Friends
Sorry If i just shw some songs
Actually

2010-03-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

Life is about Sacrifice
I been thru hell to get the Theraphy. Sick n tired of this hell
Cant i just stop this for awhile or just ended
This past days i been thinking or dreaming
Death is Coming upon me
I think My Life is too bloody Short for all of this
For some ppl i want to apologise
For Cap's n Fion im Truly sorry Cuz This few days i am not myself anymore
The more i look into the mirror
I look a different side of me
I Should not say those words to you Fion I am Truly sorry
I Can Declare myself a guy with no life, Friends hell Even my Parents told me
I change
Cap i am Sorry I knw i am in the wrong but he started it
Hell i knw i should not fight back with this kind of guys
But You knw me about 5 years.
Been into Court.. Hell You save my Ass now in return i will Set down your name into
B-O-D I will give you a 100% in your AP n i hope you get it man
I AM SURE of it
For the rest of you guys
You can consider me as a USELESS guy
Hell I Cant think of a better way of Doing this myself
If HE try to me angry or wat so ever shit I WILL personally STAND DOWN
OR I Will be the FIRST TO Congrats him OF BEING
THE PERSON WHO SEND ME TO BOYS HOME HANDS DOWN
NO COURT DUTY WAT SO EVER
Hell I AM NOT HIDING FRM SOME Higher Athourity
Just once said YOU GIVE ME SHIT I WILL GIVE YOU SHIT
N Grace This Monday Collect the Things ok
N A Person tht Inspire me the most Ms Lee n Jacob(Sir)
Thanks for the Morale n life lesson taught by you
Ms Lee I know You knew about my Past..Stealing Hmm
Anger Management hell
Stealing i already quit but Anger Management Consider it not quite done yet
Even some ppl can lose their cool
Jacob Sir This Setence will be in me for as long
Its Not how you Spent Your Money, Its How you spent Your life
And Last Tough Moments Does not last but Tough People do.
Thanks for the 4 Years in My Life in Npcc N Secondary well
You make me the Person for who i am
Plus Sometimes i can get Five Years ok Ms Lee
This Five Years had been Fun
So Let make a Three Cheers For Five Years.
Or This
I knw the KOP Is Dead for a coulpe of months now but

Gone to soon

Maybe this is my Final Chapter of My Life

2010-03-02T03:58:00.000-08:00

Lucky the ill effects of Oxycodone is not prone to reccurence(For Some smart guy like kai siang could understand this) if cant understand the meaning is Urge to comeback or other meaning is Failure.
YSTD Was at Rehab.. PAIN!!!! PAIN!!!! HELL MUCH PAIN TO ENDURE.
Tdy was a boring day CPA then Science.. Teacher dont have so SLEEP TIME HAHA .. Ok I cant understand why my eyes is watering when i am still asleep. My Friends told me that also
Then Recess.. Just ate alittle cuz need save for Yuit Lin Debt.. TMRW NOO SCHOOL FOR ME!!!! YAH!!! Go Specialist for the leg n rehab again.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-03-01T02:37:00.000-08:00

MR AFFANDIISDICKHEAD.. HAHA ARE YOU SCARED OF TYPING YOUR OWN NAME KAI SIANG!!! HAHA Man i knew this will happen. Soo Hey NEDDLEDICK SHUT YOUR TRAP UP.. OK You are just the one who like bark no bite... OW Soorry IM AN IDIOT I need TO use a dictionary haha LET ME TRANSLATE SMART GUY.. YOU JUST SAY BUT NO ACTION
Hey I Dont care SIX YEARS OR WAT.. Let me TELL YOU MY PAST OK. Oxycodone, Smoking, Glue Sniff, Secret Society, Tattoos.. BEEN THERE DONE THAT.. Except for tattoos cuz i think 4 or five times b4 doing that.. I TRIED TO FIGHT THE DEMONS THAT IS LIVING INSIDE OF ME.. I TRIED TO RECOVER OXYCODONE FOR Ms Joanna Lee. IF YOU TRY I THINK YOU WILL CRY IF YOU WANT TO QUIT
Ms Joanna lee,Jason,Joi Encourage me of QUITTING Smoking YOU SON OF A BITCH
NOW ITS MY LAST STICK OF THE MONTH.. FINALLY SECRET SOCIETY.. SKYSAVIOUR IS THE ONLY TEAM THAT I HAVE.. Soo DONT GET TO HAPPY IF YOU PUT ME INTO HOSPITAL OR WIN.. CUZ KENT, X AND SAGE WILL KICK YOUR BLOODY FUCKING ASS
AND SENT YOU TO HELL
YOU SAID I RUN AWAY FRM A FIGHT.. HEY YOU WEAR WAT I WEAR WAT FUCKER..
YOU WEAR HOME CLOTHES I WEAR SCHOOL CLOTHES N HELL ITS NPCC CREST TEE
IF I FIGHT.. Ms Joanna Lee Will be Furious LIKE SHIT
N YOU CALL ME AFFANDIISDICKHEAD ONE MORE TIME MOTHER FUCKER.. BETTER SAY YOUR PRAYERS BITCH WE WILL SEE WHO HAS/HAVE A DICKHEAD BITCH

Find Out Your Element Sign on Facebook

2010-02-27T17:31:00.000-08:00

Find Out Your Element Sign on Facebook: "If you need something written or spoken, ask an air sign. Ideas seem to materialize out of thin air for them. These people are like the air we breathe. Always moving and changing. Just when we think we know them poof, they change again. Very social these air signs. Objective and rational no emotionalism here. The air signs are so objective they can become impractical in their actions and beliefs. Superficial, these signs never want to get into heavy emotional discussions about the dreaded feelings dialog that are more important to watery signs. Like the air, these signs hate to be restricted. Freedom of thought and movement are their most cherished desires"

2010-02-24T06:31:00.000-08:00

HEY YOU BUSTARD... I JUST RECOVERD FRM SOME ILLNESS YOU WANT TO PICK FIGHT
HAHA I DONT CARE MAN.. WHO STARTED IT.. Afiq want to fight you.. You said you dont want HEY!!! I AM JUST THE SAME SIZE AS AFIQ...YOU REALLY WANT TO FIGHT..
Come On fucker.. IDC WAT YOU SAID. HEY BTW USE ENGLISH BITCH I CANT UNDERSTAND WAT THE FUCKING HELL YOU SAID MAN.. YOU SAID THAT YOU LEARN MORE ENGLISH THEN ALL OF US.. USE YOUR ENGLISHMEN TO ME.. I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO KICK YOUR ASS...
JUST BUY A CASKET N A FUNERAL MAN.. ITS BEEN 4 YEARS I HAVE NOT USE A KNIFE OR A FIGHT..... ITS BEEN 4 FUCKING YEARS.. HELL I AM NOT HIDING BEHIND MS JOANNA LEE'S BACK.. HELL MS LEE IS THE ONE WHO NEARLY SAVE MY LIFE OK!!! SHE IS THE REASON I CHANGED.. NOW I FOUND THE REASON TO CHANGE BACK TO THE DEMONIC, SATANIC BEING THAT I AM... I BEEN THRU HELL.. I FIGHT THE DEMONS INSIDE OF ME FOR MS LEE FOR EVERYBODY THAT I LOVE N CARE..THIS IDIOT WILL FINALLY KILL YOU.. IDC SPECIAL OPS COMMAND, BOY'S HOME, POLICE WILL CUFFED ME OR HANG ME TILL DEATH....YOU WILL GET WAT YOU DESERVE MAN.. YOU WANT WAR YOU GOT A WAR..

2010-02-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

Ok part of V'DAE here is a song for the broken heart or wat but hey Dont get me wrong ok Stay focus n Dont BREAKDOWN

A war has ended but There is another war coming

2010-02-10T05:40:00.001-08:00

Guys n Girls please man Dont fight just because of A LITTLE Problem... I Been Thru Shit last Year I dont want to go that path again this year ok
PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE MAN!!!! Dont Fight ok.. Lucky i just sat down there and listen.. If i interupt IT WONT BE NICE.. Its her decision ok. I am not siding anyone now ok
Its her Decision If she wants to Hurts Guys feeling so be it man
I am Sorry if i said this but I will be more then happy to LAUGH if SOMEONE Hurt her OWN Feeling.. Just wait n SEE
I Am MORE Mean by the Sec.. Who would denied that???
HAHA Damn it!!!!!

2010-02-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

Am i Sick with ths love
I CANT UNDERSTAND!!!
Tomrw find that teacher to say sorry
OkOk cant wait this sundy GOING SENTOSA with Hafiz, Andy, Naz, Sai HAHAHAHA
Frends Dae OUT

Dont took your life for granted

2010-02-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae
Back from Vivo hehe!!! Nice right arh
OkOk Met Yuit Lin just at Library entrance..
Ok At 3pm Have a VERY VERY Early Dinner at Woodlands Point
Go Fetch Fion at Petir hehe
Nice Right!!! Hehe
Ok then Met Cap n X at Vivo- Daiso
Bought alot of stuff
Cause Chinese New Year
Buy Stuff check all new outlets
Cap say something that i
Thn have a VERY EXPENSIVE Dinner at CWP Seoul Garden

Then todae Go Out Library Then at Outside KFC Saw Yuit Lin but she Never saw me haha
Thn slack at Fushan saw Zahara Hahah
Thn home at 1pm ha
SOOO BORED

2010-02-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

Ppl I want ask You smthng THIS IS JUST AN OPINION OK

DONT GET ANGRY OR WAT JUST GIVE YOUR COMMENTS!!

Can I Have a tattoo after Grad School?? If Can .WAT tattoo Design n Part of my body should i put

Some Design is here

2010-02-03T06:38:00.000-08:00

Just came bacK frm Muse Concert WOHOOOO!!!!!
Rise against Sang Prayer of the Refugee.. YES!!! Fion think im crazy, HAHA
Actually Supposed to be me, Fion, Kenneth and Cap.. BTW THANKS CAP for the Tickets
Then Captain cant make it so he give me the Extra ticket then Kenneth Dont want go so leave me and fion.. Nobdy going so me n her go together..
HELL... Ate at subway then go home bout 10pm haha

Dream in Heaven

2010-02-02T07:10:00.000-08:00

MY CLASSMATE SINGING!!!! HAHA On the Guitar Alep(4 Char) Left Rai Monster(4 Char) On the Right is Joe(4 Exl)... Singing Mimpi Indah.. Check more on Youtube TheEVGdudes.. I Cant Sign but i like this alot.. BTW this is the first time Rai Monster singing inFront of Youtubbers Hope You guys enjoy... Live On Evergreen Sec.. N 4 Character n 4 Excel haha

PLEASE COMMENT ON THE SINGING OK!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!! I RESPECT Them AS MY BROTHERS!!! SOO NO FUNNY IDEAS OK!!! Actually DONT TELL ANYBODY THAT i Posted this to MySpace and THERE is ALOT OF comments HAHA They all Like it

2010-02-02T06:17:00.001-08:00

THIS SONG IS ADDICTING!!!! One More day to THE MUSE Concert THE BEST BAND THAT EVER CREATED!!!! Band Appearence Saosin n RISE AGAINST!!!! HAHA
You guys are wondering why am i SOOO EXCITED!!! Cause You guess it I BEEN INVITED TO SEE THEM!!! HAHA NOT See but INTERVIEW N See them LIVE!!!! HAHA

For Your info Rise Against is the best for Chirstian Rock song and They Create a song Called Hero of War.. Its because They are the Anti- War band n they felt bad...
Last this is not the lastest vid but It Song its quite same as our life

Prayer of the Refugee!!

Haha Love it Thanks Sage for givng me those tickets I knw you cant come but Really appreciate it man!!!! TWO MORE DAYS TILL 10TH Year Anniversary HOOT!! Ok thats all now frm me

2010-01-29T06:13:00.003-08:00

High Rope Challenge YEAH!!!
ONE MORE MONTH!!!
Ookk EBS Coursework wat the hell SOO EASY Sia!!! OK busy Right nOw

Live to fight another day

2010-01-27T05:14:00.000-08:00

Woke up Felt sooo Sick but still go school
Then Math class Mr Lee Scold me for Sleeping Wth!! Come on I do hmwk ok YOUR BLOODY HOMEWORK till late night then must do Proposal for HK Trip..You said better not go School eh THINK Lah!! If i never go School how can i go to ite study.. Ok OK after that EBS.. Mr Shahril say This Friday is EBS N level Coursework.... SOOO SCARED Next week is Comp Apps N level Coursework.. Mr Chin told me personally I will get grade B or A for my CPA Cuz he saw all my Past test i am quite a pro.. Thanks for the Moral Support.. after that Recess.. AFTER that english.. Go Comp lab then must change to AVA room.. then go Home took some rest then Fion n Kenneth came to my Hse for the Proposal..
Then Fion told us that she got 3 Extra Tickets to go to the BOYS LIKE GIRLS WORLD TOUR!!!!! YAH!!!! At Compass ballroom World at Sentosa.. YES!!!!!
Wats more Fun is Brian Thompson is Going to be there N Maybe Just maybe Boys like girls singing my creation "It's You".. HAHA Yes i think Fion will be Crying..

2010-01-24T03:57:00.000-08:00

I WANT THAT GUITAR!!!!
BTW I got An INVITATION This camp!! MUAH!!! I LOVE IT
Thanks Brian for sending my Details to them
N John n Jen Thanks for th invite ha
Love it.. But the Electric camp falls on June.. Its SUMMER HOLIDAE!!!
yah!!! haha WHO WANT GO!!!
Flight tickets is just 14500 Bucks haha thru n Fro
MUAHH!!! I LOVE IT
Yes 2 more months mn

2010-01-23T22:51:00.001-08:00

The Song eu Listening is
Hero- Skillet
Band Members
John Cooper(Vocals n Bass)
Korey Cooper(Rythm Guitar n Backing Vocals)
Ben Kasica(Lead guitar)
Jen Ledger(Drums,Guitar n Backing Vocals)
They are a Christian Rock Band
Ok John n Korey is Married n has two Children
But Ben n Jen is not Together ha..
btw i think Jen is the Best Female Drummer.

The next song is One day too late by Skillet

2010-01-23T04:01:00.000-08:00

Fion Here.
Just update affandi's Blog.
After His Camp meet.
Then go His house put bag n take something
after that meet his Friend buy something
His friends are quite Nice to see
HAHA All called by Nickname
Affandi's One is Sky n Kent
They called me Firion Muahh!!
Nice right
then go Eat He bought me McSpicy meal
He never eat anything. He Just bought Sundae Ice cream to eat
Damn Feel like SOOO WRONG.. Actually to tell you the truth
He is a nice guy and Like to treat ppl He will do anything for a friend
But when he has no money he just keep is mouth shut n just smile
N just treat the Person not himself
DAMN!!! Thanks bro!!! OK
Kenneth, X, Sage PLS MAN i am just his Lil Sis!! OK
I am not His Stead.. He got already ok so WATCH YOUR TRAP UP OK!!

2010-01-17T04:52:00.000-08:00

Much Pain here!!
Cant Stand it man
My leg is damn Injured Just gone back from the Doc
Doc Say i need go Specialist.. WTF!!
I DONT WANT!! Ok Ok
Since Dad is Worried about my Health
I Promise him that i will Quit Smoking n i Decide to go to Specs
Man Doc is soo Freaking Damn Funny sia
He said that i need to Cut my leg with a ChainSaw
WTF!!! HOPE My right leg which is my Dominant Leg is ok..
Soo Tired
Soo Tired
Soo Tired
Too Yi Ling,Yuit Lin, Ching Yee(Sec 3)Are You free this Sunday Cuz I want to Prac the Its You Song.. I Have the Scores ALREADY.. Thanks Brian for Giving me the Scores for Piano.. WO HO HO... i KNW CY Cant make it so How bout give you the Score guitar in the later date??

Take my hand and soar with me to the cloud

I want to make you Smile like a Flower Blossoms in my heart

I know that you wounded

You know that i erased it for you

I know that you Thank me later

I stay up all night,

Get Drunk,Get Fuck, Get Fight

Hahaha Nice or not!!!

2010-01-16T06:23:00.000-08:00

GingerBread HAKKA HAHA!!!
Translation In ENg
Ka mate! Ka mate! Ka Ora! Ka Ora(I die! I die! I Live! I live!)2
Tenei te tangata puhuru huru(This is the Hairy man)
Nana nei i tiki mai (Who Fetched the Sun)
Whalawhiti te ra(And Caused it to Shine again)
A upa ne! Ka Upa ne!(One upward step! Another Upward Step)
A upane kaupane whiti te ra!(An upward Step, Another.. THE Sun Rise)
hi(Rise/Dawn)

2010-01-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

The Climb-Miley Cyrus better knwn As Hannah Montana
Learning

2010-01-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

WAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE
Btw HAPPY 14TH BDAE Fion..
Sorry to leave early cuz need Study Hor!! N Level
Btw N level is important to me this year. But you n Somebdy cant tell
Is evenly Important ok
So Chill hope Lex, Kenneth Treat you well!!
Ok FOR FUCKING GOODNESS SAKE PLS GUYS CAN YOU STOP ALL THIS FUCKING BLOODY FIGHT
Show Attitude or not PLS MAN.. I WANT MY SEC 4 LIFE to be A GOOD YEAR IN MY LIFE ONE HELL.
Ok Ystd Npcc Quite FUnny i forget to tell
Ystd SOMEONE Threw an EGG at US sia.. Nearly hit Angie and Wei Sheng
Then I heard that Mr Jay Lim is Calling in the Police... Serve the Person Who threw the EGG RIGHT!! WANT THROW RIGHT HUH!! COME THROW SOMEMORE Luckly we are Forgivng Guys n Nobdy is hurt or Egg Smell

There is one person who now i hate ASH!!! WHY CANT YOU GET YOUR OWN LIFE MAN
My Leg Hurts!!! Need go Doc Soon!! Thanks Guys for your Concern.. Fion Thanks

WTH Third Post!!

2010-01-15T07:11:00.000-08:00

Creating NEW songs..OkOk
Shit i need to study not to Create Songs!!
Ok WHY IN THE FREAKING HELL this GUY want me to beat the Hell out of HIM
Ashraf I am tired of Your Lame Excuses.. SHIT!! I DONT WANT TO FIGHT YOU ANYMORE MAN!! NOW FOCUS FIRST ON YOUR STUDIES OK
Ok Guys i knw this Time is Quite Early but I posting this Vid to let you guys see the Course i maybe Choosing

Applied Food Science

Nursing OKOK I Choose this Because to SAVE LIFE!! AND its Fun!!

Security Tech Cuz i got Some Exp For this haha'

Ok That it is Folk Pls Comment on the Courses Cuz I TOTALLY Cant Choose

2010-01-15T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hady Mirza- Angkasa.. Which mean OuterSpace..Ok Hady Mirza Create this Song for a Friend..This Friend told Hady that he Got Love hurt so This song is Created to this Friend..BTW!! You Guys can See me at the Crowd at 3:24 This is not my Vid.. More Check on Youtube..Ok You guys Check when Hady is Shaking Ppl Hands and you Check at the Background.. I am Wearing Yellow Colour tee sitting beside a Girl wearing Pink Colour.. Ok the Pink colour girl is Amira me Friend.
Here is Some Pics.. Sorry Late Update..

2010-01-15T06:28:00.000-08:00

Andy Mckee With Rylynn
The Most Nicest Song.. I knw the Source of he playing the Guitar!! HIS BEARD HAHA!! Andy Sorry.. I think i want to grow a bread like him sia!! Any Comments!!! haha

Today was a fun day cuz whole period was outside Class.. Cause got EBS Then MT.. Haha Mr Imran ROCKS!!!! I thought he was like Stern type but when he teach my Class WTH!! He can Joke with us all day Long.. Must use Proper Malay sia AKWARD SIA!! ALL have a good laught.. then PE..NICE ONE!!all United Sia
Ok then Look at the SEC 1s to go classroom.. Say Sabrina chew at Crowd.. She Hand Gesture to me smthng.. Cant tell You guys haha.
Then Recess Then Class.. After tht Npcc haha WTF!! First time late.. OK Change then Teach the Sec 2s Baton Drills.. after that PT then Go home.. Have a nice Chat with Fion.. Cant Treat her Cuz NO MONEY!!! ARGH!!!
Tomrow aftr meeting i think i need go Office go Take pay.. HMMM Boss i Hope you give me sia Cuz i need pay allot of DEBTS!!!

Life it was not Meant to BE!!

2010-01-12T06:06:00.000-08:00

Sooo Freaking Tired man!!!
Why Now i love to Write Songs!!!.. Finally Somebdy wants to Sing its You Song..Yi Ling GET WELL SOON Man... Then Ystd night Create another Songs.. HaHa Im Thinking of Making an Album but NO BUDGET!!! Ok We try to make something up
Third song Final Salute
Second song A glimpse Of Hope
FIRST SONG Its You
Ok now the Fourth song is Friends we are.. Creating Right now
The Album is Wings under the Skies
Band is Knight Wings.. BTW WE NEED SOMEBODY WHO CAN PLAY PIANO!!!
Sharon is TBD
or To Be Determine for Long..!!
Anyone Interested please tell me ok!!! Jamming Session is Started real Soon and We will not go to Studio but we will go to Someone hse to Prac..
We will pause the Session when N Level Starting cuz I NEED TO STUDY OK
Aiming for FOOD SCIENCE.. AT SI MEI ITE

2010-01-08T07:31:00.000-08:00

TODAE!!!!!
After School go Security Inventory Course..Fcuk!!! First time Skip Np..
Damn sooo Tired go Newton.. then at 4 finish go Home but have the urge to go back school.. Go back WTH!!!Alot of ppl.OkOk Deen called me Sir for no reason.. Then talk to Wen Pang, Shahrul... So Fun to look at them do Then talk to the Sec 4 Np
Why i never go...
Ok then Sec 2s Go home soo Me,Risa,Chrysline n I think Lionel walk together..then go separate ways lionel go other way while me,Risa,Chrysline go the other.. Then Endure came by Talk talk.. then he gone home left me alone with The two girls.. Talk2 Then i tell the reason why we Create this Comp..N Chrysline always say something to me... Ok next week can Sunday?? Any favours

2010-01-06T03:47:00.000-08:00

ok Today quite ok lah.. Got some ppl talk to me.. Recess then Go Eng.. WTF!!!
Mrs Senthil class Sia.. We have a test wtf first week got test
Ok paper one.. about Cyber Bullying.. I just DO DO DO then Compo like GREAT Sia Cuz They say need to help thm.. Soo Copy all the Depression thingy in my mind too the paper.. Mrs senthil say Its NOT relevant to the topic.. SHIT I HATE YOU!! But still Lucky got Ms Loola She told her its ok
Then Go home after that meet Smbdy then go meet Fion.. HEHE okok First time she see me wearing School Uni n First time I saw her in Sch U sooo Cute n ok lah!! after that Treat her eat at Admiralty okok after that goo HOME!!

2010-01-06T02:48:00.000-08:00

Malmsteen Show wat he can do with an Acoustic.. WTH!!!

Thats all For me Nothng new in school

2009-12-31T21:52:00.000-08:00

To tell You the Truth Tonight is the night that all END
I dont knw wat to say
I think My Life is too Short to think
Even Some hated me for who i have become
I Gladly Respect Each one of You guys n them
Respect is to be earned
For some its need to be demanded
I never really hate you guys.
For some reason some of you make me Snap
For the rest of Sky Saviour.. Thanks for this year of Staying Together
Love You guys I knw Sage n Rule Are Searching for me
Pls Guys Im Sorry I cant think right Now..
Im Not into a Killing myself but im in To settle this once and for all
To Steppers Including Emily,Npcc 8th Batch,ACC,Yuit Lin(Cuz She is A non Steppers)
Please Forgive me.. I have many Dark Deeds that i never show to You guys
For some ppl yes You seen it
How terrible n Hard to control my temper
Even the good ppl had a bad Past
I am such an Idiot to pick this road
I hope this years i had with you guys a great
Friends can be Found but True friends are to be Treasured the Most
You guys are My Treasure.. Up n Down, Sour or Sweet memories i will not forget
Our Friendship Is more Expensive thing in the whole world that ppl cant Buy
I knw that i am the most HATED person in the 8th Batch But when im Gone i think You GUYS can be the United as ONE
Bye Guys Tonight will be the night

2009-12-31T19:19:00.001-08:00

I wish it all end
I wish it all END

2009-12-31T18:39:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year guys
Just woke up frm Sleep haha
Yesterdae Go the New Place for ACC wah
Actually Dont Knw where the Place so took bus then Saw Kelvin n Surash(I think wrong Spell)
At traffic light...wah Chiiong To the Carpark.
Damn Soo Pain my Right Leg
My Right leg were cramp the whole week sia cuz of ehhmmmm Rioting haha
Ok Ok The new place quite Big sia
Then Saw Allan,Hockey,Nicole,Hwee Ling,Harrick,Yvonne and the Others.. then Go EAT!!! haha
Ok Me N Allan Took some food n eat outside.. We all took one round.I and Allan was shock when Nicole had her Third round sia.. Wth her size is quite small to have a third round
Ok.. then Talk to Azlan..Ok then Sat with Surash n Ronald..
Have Prayers then See Vid after that Testimonial For some ..Performance..There is One Girl Name Sayumi.. age is like 6 can Dance sia Sooo Cute!! Should hv takn the Vids
Then Have another Prayers.. Thanks Ronald,Surash,Kelvin pray for me.. I also Pray for you guys in my heart.. Not to your god to my god oOK
Then Home about 11am Cuz go Countdown and overnight at Fion's Hse

2009-12-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

ASH!!!!
You son of the bitch
Hell Now i have NO Choice
Friday NIGHT let Get THIS thing Over With
You n ME fight to the DEATH
Being afraid Is not ME!!
I Have Nothing TO LOSE hah!!
N Bring Yanni along man.. The girl that ripped my heart and the man Who tored it out of my Chest.. This Story n the Longest Rival Ends Friday Night
While You LYING flat on the Ground dead... Rest In Peace Ash
N say Your Prayers man.. let me say this quote one more time ash
You Beaten addiction
You beaten the Streets
N You beaten Your Past
But You Havent beaten ME
You said that You Destroyed Sky Saviour.. but You destroyed
ALL of them Except The Most Sadistic Guy in the Team and that ME
I been thru This alot time man.. Gang warfare Heck this time Its Personal
Ash I will not be satisfied until You are DEAD
N Too all Of you guys Pls Forgive me for what i've Done.. .I changed alot Now.. Hmm Sorry Guys Pls Forgive me N I love You guys.. end

2009-12-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

Pain-Three Days Grace.. This Song is telling my Mood Right Now
Ok Ok this song is not Emo Punk Rock song ok the Singer Create this song
He Has an Addiction for Oxycodone..Its a Anti-Depressant drug.. I took that before and Its hard to quit.The Withdrawal Sys is Can make you Numb n Cant feel anything..That why he sang Pain without love Pain cant get Enough..

Then Next Song is
"(I hate)Everything About You"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCvNS149gsw
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Ok guys in about 10 mins YOu guys n gals will be the first to hear the Song Its You hope You guys like It

2009-12-30T02:13:00.001-08:00

Ok Steppers n Non Steppers who is Chinese
Can you help me with Something If you read the Step Up Blog somebdy Post
there is a Chinese Song Writing Comp
My Chinese is a bit Rusty but can you guys help me Translate the song tht i creating to Chinese??

2009-12-30T01:58:00.001-08:00

Came back frm Johor with Cousin ha woke up 5am go for a Jog at admiralty park.. Long time never go.. Mom say Never scared of ghost is it.. N are you crazy woke up early for a Jog i said Ok wat Cold is good if hot later sweat like hell
Then go Johor.. Bought some stuff.. some supply of food at home finish then go Cousin School at Deyi Sec ha got all lot ppl there some familiar faces.. Npcc, Ncc have training one of the Npcc Recognise me sia.. haha Then she told me to help her with some lashing .. I help her..
Sir came by n Thank me haha Muahh!! Ok
then Home about 4 pm Go Out meet Fion.. talk talk talk crap.. Send her home then Walk saw Huang Leng n Karrina.. Say Hi!! Thn home now sooo Bored till death..

2009-12-29T02:30:00.000-08:00

Movie day today Wake up like 5am To send Lil Brp go School camp.. Soo heavy
Then after that go School Change Uni cant Chnge go CWP..Afiq is the first then me after that Dylon.. we go Carpark ChitChat haha Fresher air n More Privacy to Dance or Sparr
Thn Bought ticket.. Shannon N Grace Came by.. Ok Shannon "Pull"My Ear Pierce.. PAIN!! ARGh then i go take out the Pierce my ears was Bleeding..Shit Ok watch Alvin N the Chipmunks 2 SOOO Funny Sia hahaha
Ok then go Afiq Hse after the show then Home sweet Home

Sorry to dissappoint you Guys if i never Upload the song cuz NO TIME today got work at 9pm Ok Wish me Luck Ok and I hope the Case will not be Reopen
And Ash i will never Back Down.. If you Provoke me to do it I will Do it
You Took My Life,My Friends and now You want to take the person who is Dearest to me
Heck... You are a Chicken Shit..One last time Ash ME and YOU we going to this ONE MORE TIME... You know it, I Know it , Sky Saviours Knw it You cant beat me...
I will never be Backed Dwn

Tonight going to be a Good Nigt

2009-12-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

Guys TOMROW you guys will hear the song that i created No not In my time on earth or Reach out to you.. th Its You.
My friend frm Somewhere not frm here singapore.. Send me a demo tape song HAHA MUAHHH YESSS!!!! Finally Its actually nice song tomrw i Upload to Comp n let YOU listen to it hahah Muahh!!
Ok just now Go lib Return Books Sat down for awhile..haha Read the book about Depression again haha Shiok arh!! I think i sat down there about 10 mins finsh one Chapter.. Ok then Saw Yuit Lin haha She tought that i never saw her but i do. My Eyes are Sharp hehe!!OK Rain then PLAY RAIN!!! HAHA Then Meet Fiqo n Kid.. Talk talk Blah2 Ok gone home

2009-12-28T03:20:00.000-08:00

Had the best dream today...
HAHA I saw her...i was holding her hand and say The three words
haha... Ysterday Azlan told me Who is the girl own your Screen Save.. I said fren.. Oww his face is Priceless okok Soon to be or should i said Not Yet!!
FION Why you hack my phone to knw who i like sia please Can i have some privacy!!! hahaha
OkOk All my friends are talking about ystd SI wth Charice take the house down actually Fion n I want to buy the Album Pyramid feat I.Y.A.Z Haha Ok Note to god rocks still watching

2009-12-27T21:06:00.001-08:00

Touched by an Angel BY Ken Lim
Singer Sezari the NEW Singapore Idol
the Song Make me to mke another song haha

In my time on earth

I dont want to leave you
Cuz you are the only one
For me
To god i want you
To know that i will
Never fought again

In my time on earth
With you by my side
I felt like Heaven on earth
My world without you
Is breaking apart
I on my knees
Praying for you to get back to me

I want to take your breathe away
I dont want to be the man
Who break Your heart
Im knw im not the perfect one
For you n Your family
Just to knw that i am here
With You

In my time on earth
With you by my side
I felt like Heaven on earth
My world without you
Is breaking apart
I on my knees
Praying for you to get back to me

To you the only one i love
For you and me
Is just two world combine into one

2009-12-27T20:26:00.000-08:00

Ystd waas the best day first go a Family n Friends Buffet with Alive Comm haha THANKS PAUL for inviting me HE than Slack with Azlan, Ronald, Yvonne, Michelle, Madeline, Harrick, Kelvin .. at Great World.. then paul call Kelvin there is one extra ticket to see Singapore Idol i go with Madeline, and i forget the name.. SOOO Pack sia the bus to Indoor Stadium..Ok then met Paul, Jason and Louis before going in just go in i can felt the atmosphere very tensed.. Ok then Muttons at midnight talk to us..haha Then Gurmit make some jokes thn go On Air... the muttons talk to us this and i laugh my heart out.."In One min time we will all go Live"then the other mutton say"Yah lah if not live then we go dead lah You Siow is it we go dead ppl will not be singing ppl will be lying down"ok then at 10 Paul n the rest go while i go ti my friends place Hafiz,amirah wah they got the best seat.. haha ok Chheer Take Photos..with Amira n Hafiz then.. the Results I,Hafiz n Amira were like Nervous.. HAHA Then when Sezari annouced the winner.. Hafiz n I Cheer as loud as the others.. GOOD JOB Bro sezari.. HA after that go home haha was super late go home bout 1am sia cuz we go supper..hehe
THANKS PAUL FOR THE TICKET and the INVITE FOR THE BUFFET!!! I really Appreciate it man THANKS A Million again

2009-12-26T10:20:00.000-08:00

Only God Knw My Wish
Help me pls with this Relationship
I cant stand it..Is it me Or her?
I cant Denied the facts
Hell Its ALL over My Dearest bro n Friend is gone forever
I dont want her to leave
I hate myself
I tired of all this Nosense
Tired FUCKING TIRED
TO This Bustard
i am Laying down A Challenge
YOU ME FIGHT!!!
I dont care, I never bck down For a fight
Heck even if to my death i will still fight
You think Your Big, Strong hah
Your WRONG
I'm Maybe small n Quite weak but i am not an IDIOT
ASH... I just let you go but Just now You came Storming to my hse
n Say to me Becarefull
hah This time You should BECAREFULL
Ash Your are an ASSHOLE
Hey ASH remember the last time i And your were friends
Hey Remember Ariff man
I knw wat you thinking Ariff dead right
HELL ARIFF is not DEAD He still alive in My heart man
IF YOU TRY TO DO, TOUCH OR ANYTHING TO MY FRIENDS
I WILL KILL YOU EVEN I WILL GO TO THE BOYS HOME I DONT CARE EVEN IF I Charge with death I DONT CARE.. THE ONLY THING I CARE IS TAKING YOU OUT
even if God hate me doing it All of my friends hate me doing it
You are just a FUCKING BUSTARD Who wants Girls To pleasure you.. HEY FUCKER
You never get enough with Yanni you want to make my Friends
GET YOUR OWN FUCKING LIFE MAN
AND HELL THIS IS NOT THE GOOD SIDE OF AFFANDI THIS IS THE REAL SIDE OF AFFAND THAT YOU SAW LAST THREE YEARS AGO... YESS!!! THE Side that NEVER EVER Knew Existed For the Guys in Evergreen Sec... You saw it Aslam Saw It Everbdy in 6 peace except for some SAW IT HELL
YOU ARE PLAYINH WITH FIRE MAN... Dont mess with me or else TELL YOUR MOTHER TO ORDER YOUR CASKET OR COFFIN N YOUR GRAVE... REST IN PEACE ASH

2009-12-25T07:15:00.000-08:00

Love is in the Air in Christmas
Go CWP Top Up Ezlink n Bought some Things n VCDs.
Saw Si Hwee talk to her for awhile then Go meet Fion..send her to my hse
Home alone Again
Ok Nothing better to do make Coffee then Ask her wat to eat.. so Order food
Eat eat.. talk talk haha just play Xbox.. WTH She win me DOA sia wth I never lose a DOA fight!!
Ok then play Ghost Recon
Let her play Laptop for awhile send her home after dad came home haha Send her to her hse
Her dad offer me to have dinner at there sooo goood
After that her dad talk to me
like Father n Son talk while Fion Serve us Drinks haha
Cute!!! Ok after that go Shopping mall Buy Fion n Her dad,Mom presents
Hmmm Bought her Nice Braclets, Her dad A External Hardrive then her Mom.. Quite Stupid lah but i bought her two Presents at first Flowers but quickly go bought her a Nice Glass Cup
(Same as Jason's Christmas present)
OkOK then Her dad Bought me Something Not expensive but meaningfull to my heart ok
then GO her hse again Wish them merry Christmas then Go home

2009-12-25T01:45:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas Guys haha N Happy bdae Keith Sir
SOO good sia your bdae its on Christmas
Ok Ok Came back frm Jason's Christmas Celeb
Ha fun sia okok
Fion called me late night WAHH at Jason house say merry Christmas
Ha alot sms me merry xmas
Fion told me to meet her todae
Super Paisey Fion cannot make but lucky can meet her
okok
Mom told me that tomorow Maybe i must go Msia HAHAHA YAHOOOO
can see Cute baby Cousin Haha
Nice ok

2009-12-22T04:49:00.000-08:00

Man this feeling is KILLING ME
I cant stop thinking of her.. shit
I tried to look back but everytime i look back its reminded of You
Help can i be stop?
Can love Change this for the best
I tried that but hmm once succed but many times failed
Now some of them are friends
neither are Enemies
I hope this will end
I hope She accept me for what am i
I will care for you
I will protect you
I will understand your Feelings
I will Knw your heart
Its like a Malay Sayings"Jangan Ajal tentu kan Hidup kamu"
N"Jangan Hanyut Dengan Cinta"
Meaning "Dont let death seize your Future"
N"Dont Drown too much into Love"

I want to say i love you but its hard

I tried it once but failed

Been realising You are the one truly in My heart

Let write this song that we can sing too

You can lead the Choir

Can i have the love that i need for this one year

I will maybe ending this life

Soo Dont worry Guys

You are more fine without me

8th Batch will be MORE united

Step Up will have more Unity

Kai Siang will have more Peace

when No one will ever "Chiong"Him

Its too Late Now

All already been done

I just need a love from you n My Family

Even though They bought me Lunch,Nice Watch Wats so ever

But they still hate me

I HATE THIS LIFE

ARIFF Sorry bro I knw You hate me being Upset like this man

Just miss you Why you have to go

No one can replace you in my heart

Especially the girl that i love and Adore

She is my main Happiness when i talk to her she always make me laugh

Hmm I been searching You are the one who have my trust n Love

I dont care wat People Going to Say

And Too Fion I am sorry to You that i cant make it today

I knw You sad

But i hate you being Upset man

Cheer Up girl

there is many Guys

Fion Soorry i knw that You are reading this Post

I will Always in Your Heart

Remember this ok I will be there, N dont Try to MAKE any Idiotic Stuff ok

Cuz Everybody Cared for you ok

Love you as My Lil Sis

2009-12-21T20:02:00.000-08:00

damn stuck with this Feeling again.
Nevermind lost a bet to Jasreen...
Ok Fion ask me to go out with her... THE FIRST IN MY LIFE
I turn down her OFFER wat the FUCK SOMEBODY SLAP ME NOW
okok She said that nobody at home so she bored.. blah blah Go her hse see movies..
Ok Fion SOORRY ok.. Really i cant go out cuz this two weeks i been going out n going home late.. IDK what to do Maybe come my hse..hmmm.Ok paisey right.. OkOk pls MAN Fion is Just MY FRIEND OK my FRIEND NOT MY STEAD stop Thinking about that ok..Yes ppl say we are close but hey CANNOT MEH? bye for now

2009-12-21T05:11:00.000-08:00

tired day first go npcc,,
Ha Saiful n Me were there together with Jeff n Farizmi.
We talk about Our batch History n Our Brotherhood when it cames into Quarreling n Bathing time for boys..I still cant forget that You guys bathe naked in the shower while others schools stare at you guys haha..
then Pitch Flagstaff
Go Comm Service at 12pm
Saw Hwee ling at Front desk greet her n The boss.. saw Aslan n Clarence at the other room
Hmmm Both busy playing Laptop.. then chat chat chat after that packing.. Found alot of Treasures
Laptop Windows 98, Xbox Games, Speakers, Keyboards.. Aslan wants to sell to Karang Guni... If this you just get 10 dlrs.. If you sell to Cash N Converters.. Wahh its about 50dlrs
Ok after cleaning go tea break.. Paul's treat.. haha Me,Paul,Zhi Yu and I Keep forgetting her name.. go Plaza Sing to buy some Gifts... then Zhi Yu left after the Thirds round cuz her dad called her.. then me,Paul n the Nameless(Paisey keep forgetting your name)Go home haha.. Talking about something then Paul ask me to "fight"Zhi Yu for a badminton Match I said ok..they drop off to Ang Mo Kio.. after that Home sweet Home
Thans paul for the treat I OWE YOU ONE

2009-12-20T05:55:00.000-08:00

OkOK 2nd Post
First go Jason's Service... haha Near Jalan Besar Stadium.
Actually i got lost.. lucky got one Uncle Drove me there THANKS YOU
I was like Shit when i n him were the same route
Saw jason on stage HA SOOO SMART N one thing is very Obvious.. HIS tummy has nearly gone... Which is he has Slim Down...Yes ah.. If human Stacko not so heavy haha
Then jason Sang.. One girl beside me say am i a Christian.. WTH?? i said no lah..
The Girl n me chatted awhile then Jason Interupt..
Ok follow him sit with his Wife n Baby.. There is one show quite funny sia.. its About How Chirstmas Came about..SOOO FUNNNY SIA.. there is one part that when Mary saw Gabriel(Angel) then the angel say You will have a baby God's Son.. after that mary Say I am a Virgin..
the Angel laugh sia Cuz he tought mary was not a virgin(COME ON EVERYBODY IS VIRGIN at some point) then finish Have light Refreshment.. Go for alive Service.. Brought some pastry there haha.. Me,Daryl n QH were sitting on the back while others sit infront.. Hwee Ling told everybody to thank me for buying the Pastry.. Which cost about 25dlrs if Outsiders.. To me I get FREE HAHA Nice.. we watch the same show that i watch but the name is The First Noel..
This is funny too in Cartoon Vers but all the Sayings is all RHYMES
haha finish then Daryl, Qh gone home i bought something n Go back..helping them Clear up
Hwee ling say thanks n Paul too haha then go slack with Clarence,Nicole,Allan N Aslan they play songs haha nice voice.. Join in play guitar Thanks Gary haha.. then Play Piano.. hehe Play FIFA SONG the Crazy Frog.. Then Warmness on the Soul intro..Then Play Drums What ive done.. then Aslan,Allan n I forget the name compose a song SUPER NICE
after that me,Allan,Nicole n two lil bro of them go take shuttle bus to doby Ghaut.Talk Talk Exchange phone numbers.. Talk about CCAs then Go home haha

2009-12-20T05:42:00.000-08:00

Try to Learn new songs

Fall For You(Secondhand Serenade)
What about now(Chris Daughtry)
Chapter Four(Avenged Sevenfold)
M.I.A(Avenged Sevenfold)

And For Piano n Drums.. thanks for Fion n Kenneth for teaching me

What I've Done(Linkin Park)(Drums)
Crank That(Travis Barker)(Drums)
Warmness on the Soul(Avenged Sevenfold)(Piano)

2009-12-15T07:46:00.000-08:00

You are ONE son of a BitCH
Adlee, Babylon hell YOU THINK wat i am YOUR DOG is it
You make fun of me infront of people hell That it man
I AM NOT YOUR DOG, TRASH OR WAT SO EVER BITCH
Hell You all just need attention haha...Joke here Laugh here CRY here
WAT THE HELL GANGTER cry is it
Even i just laugh i still got Feeling man
You just care for your own feeling
not OTHERS
You care for yourself Not OTHERS
Just listen
Hey I am DRAWING A LINE HERE
Even I took 1 week leave for my Grandma.. You dont expect me to go your hse LATE night just to entertain your need of laugh
You also said my work is easy...
HELL to you is easy lah Carry stuff go room then maybe get Tips
hell ITS NOT.. last sat I WAS at by Guest.. cause of late..I never late for anything.. He just told be that Your late n I telling Your manager..i DONT CARE I just fight back.. Manager say One More Chance haha I DONT CARE... Just Listen ADLEE BABYLON, MiMi
YOU GUYS CAN SLEEP LIKE 10PM TO 9AM I just SLEEP FOR 10 MINS n then Work you guys can SLEEP REST chit chat but I CANT DO THAT THING.. I HERE earning a Living... Yes MY Family is in Poverty i cant afford to buy any of those stuff you had... with the pay i earn with this two Jobs i can setlle Everthing..N still you want to say i got the Easy job... i will tell you this YOU CANT STAND A DAY OR AND HOUR IN THE HOTEL CONDITION..

2009-12-13T06:48:00.000-08:00

Todae was a great day haha
FINALLY got to see my Grandma At Hospital..
YES!!! sat there joke with her n big "sis" HA Wah She Care giver SIA
haha then Big"bro"came nice joke with him again.. Cuz they all are Sign in Police officer
So i joke lah.. They say "wah you got A2 sia.."
SOOO WAT I GOT A2 wat the heck.. you think wat police sergeant dont have sense of humour is it.. HAHA then Big bro n mom go down canteen it..Follow them... the service is SUCKS
need register sia
after that me n Mom n Lil Bro broke off i go Causeway they Go home.. Bought some stuff.. HAHA New..PSP memory stick..
Then check how much inside bank i got about $1k Inside!!!! YAHHH
Mom n Dad Anniversary Coming ..Lil Bro n me planning to treat them Seoul Garden.. but Lil Bro dont have enough money so i pay the whole lot...
Man... I overheard that my Grandma need go for a check at her heart.. Using Camera.. tomorw n two of mine Mom's Sister is Fighting.. cuz one thought it was not a heart faliure.. n One thought is heart faliure.. WTH... then all say I WILL NOT PAY FOR HER expenses.. Sooo WHAT TO do i secretly pay for her.. without them knwing but i told my mom b4 hand so she can pay using my money.. finally a GOOD deed that i can do with the money i have..
I WISH MY GRANDMA can live longer.. n Get Well soon... HAHA.. I bought a her a Balloon then said GET WELL SOON.. haha Cute!!! .. I nearly Cry today cuz of the fighting... I knw i should not be Invovled in this matter but hell ITS MY GRAND MA OK ..
I WILL DO ANYHING ON MY WILL TO Protect my Beloved Grandma i will not Let this happend...

after that meet Fion at my Block wat the hell!!!

so tell mom i got Videography.. thingy so i can chat with Fion abit more..

Then go Up rooftop..More better than Downstairs..(More Privacy) haha

Cuz if my friend pass around there they will SPREAD..

Just by one Second a fire can spread like WILD FIRE

OK talk talk talk..

Wahh Like Low Kay Hwa... Story sia'

Destiny Cries..

talk about this than that

after that Go Mac eat treat her

then Go buy Something for Mom n Fion..

Then go home

haha One fine day tomorw will be more fun

I meeting Kenneth n Fion tomorw haha meeting for

Hong Kong trip.. YAH!!! They say Lets invite Family to join. nice OK

my parents love to join so as Fion but Kenneth Parents ain't happy but Tomorw will Try to SLOW talk haha See it can work

2009-12-11T21:33:00.000-08:00

On this day of your life, Affandi, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing

Yes.. Finally Some one buy the Song YEAH!!!!!FINALLY.. haha thanks

i will be telling you guys who bought the song in two weeks time after that song is Recorded n Played ...

2009-12-10T03:27:00.000-08:00

Hell WHO do you think you are man...
You lied to me its ok but Lied to my friends
You crossed the line.. Haha Depressed? Killing yourSelf
ha i Dare you to cut IN FRONT of My Own eyes
Stop Being a Baby man.. You are living in the past but
You cant keep up with the Present
Now your age is rather older than me
Still want Cry come on... I Dont CARE wat the MANAGER says..
I dont CARE WAT the Guest says..
What i Says Goes
Even if im on thin ICE I Dont Care i WILL blame you for that Fault...
BUT you CAN Blame me for what i going to do to you..
Call Police call Manager call ANY ONE ...
I will be more than Happy to Talk you down
Yes all MY FAULT MAN
Guest Angry
I used Vulgar to Guest
all my Fcuking Fault
I Will Never Back down for a fight

XAVIER... YOU WILL NEVER EVER

BE THE SAME AGAIN

2009-12-09T01:55:00.000-08:00

Fighting for my life

HAHA TO you knw who..

Hell I been tolerating YOUR bloody Nonsense man.. Said you learned more English then me ha

Lied to US .. You changed totally Changed.. Lucky Somebody is at Your Side man.. if not...

Thanks Kenneth n Fion for the Understanding.. Haha I am Soorry If i VENT my anger Towards You guys.. Sorry

Ok yes yes Some of you told me to relax... Or wat so ever but IF HE/SHE TRY to make war.. Its a War you want A WAR YOU WILL GET.. this is a little fire that you have just put Gasoline to it.... I am not Blaming you for what had happen.. but YOU cant BLAMED or SUED me for wat i want to do to YOU.. Cuz if i do fight you i WILL be SENT to the home.. NO COURT no WAT so Ever... YOU are the FIRST Person in the School sending me To the Home..

AN EYE FOR AN EYE

Nothing SWEETER then REVENGE

2009-12-09T01:42:00.000-08:00

One Crew One Heart

Everything Started to get in place..

Kenneth.. Thanks for the info about Case

Hell i Cant think a better way of

Playing on your OWN GAME

2009-12-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

THERE WILL BE no more Brother And Sister Peace Blog... HELL no point right.. hell i nearly Get beaten up The EX- Brother Peace.. Kecik.. Paisey k?.. SO NO MORE Brother And Sister Peace

Without this we ALL CAN still be Friends.. Ok So dont ask me to rebirth the BASP blog or would you like to be in my shoes man

2009-12-07T05:23:00.000-08:00

every girl wants a man that she can go to in her SWEATS, HAIR a mess, MAKEUP running down her face eyes RED from crying and the first thing he says to her is "Baby Your beautiful"And mean it

I cant take this song out of my head

I HATE THIS SONG SERIOUSLY MAN

I HATE THIS SONG

Dont tell,ASK ME to Perform or wat ok.. '

I Totally hate this

Taking hold, breaking in

The pressures on, need to circulate

Mesmerized and taken in

Moving slow, so it resonates

It's time to rest, not to sleep away

My thoughts alone, try to complicate

I'll do my best, to seek you out

And be myself, not impersonate

I've tried so hard to not walk away

And when things don't go my way

I'll still carry on and on just the same

I've always been strong

But can't make this happen

'Cause I need to breathe, I want to Breathe You In

The fear of becoming

I'm so tired of running

'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in

I want to breathe you in

I'm going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page

The laughing stock, I'll never be Because I won't let them take me

I've tried so hard to not walk away

And when things don't go my way

I'll still carry on and on just the same

I've always been strong

But can't make this happen

'Cause I need to breathe,

I want to breathe you in

The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running

'Cause I need to breathe

Took awhile to see all the love that's around me

Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known

And it's You I've always been strong

But can't make this happen

'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in

The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running

'Cause I need to breathe I want to breathe you in

I want to breathe you in I want to breathe you in

I've Decided to sell this song to somebody who can create this song a BIGBIG HIT..

Hope can achieve this.. Soorry to whom it may concern.. I Am soorry

I TOTALLY HATE THIS SONG

Until Sunday Ill be waiting for an answer

I guess that yesterdays not good enough for you,

You know that I hate this song,

You know that I hate this song

Because it was written for you

2009-12-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

Finally a Peace Of MIND.. After Work meet Dylon then.. Go Woodlands Met Azizi n Co.
Haha Man SOOO Tired.. after Meeting dylon go Computer Inc. at CCK check some prices.. Wahh Diao all Webcams n Some Peripherals for Comp are SOOOO DAMN EXPENSIVE sia... Then Buy Hard Drive for 150 About 2 or 3 GB...DAMN go meet fion n Kenneth Treat them again haha...After that Plan go Bugis but go Vivo Instead

2009-12-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

Haha I had 20 Mins Rest.. Now.. Thanks Najib.. FOR giving me the 20 mins Rest.. Just gone back from Alive Comm.. Haha Go Alive Comm at 11am Ronald was there.. then they have Service at Auditoriom wah Lots of PPL.. There.. they have Church so.. Pay Respect to them By Standing Up.. Winston not feelingnwell so sit down.. Haha after that the ppls there who is the "BOSS" talk to us about Birthing Mircale.. Nice sia.. ABout birthing a Child.. then after that Lunch.. Hwee Ling Told us that She bought Bee Hoon for $30 N she got 3kg... Then eat.. Meet Alan,Nicole,Daryl,Glen HAha Nice sia the PPl.. Then see Kids Play Hide n Seek at the Auditorm...HAHA so funny... Thn Ronald let us play Carrom.. So fun.. Daryl Win sia.. HAHA Violence sia...Then play Scrabble.. Yvonne,Me,Winston and Who idk.. then Go Vivo.. Buy Something.. THANKS VERY MUCH Yvonne For buying me Coffee.. HA she dont knw i work haha.. then Go work.. HAHA.. Then ask Najib for day off for Thursday but I need work at Wednesday sia.. Ok I try to make it on time for Thursday making Chirstmas Present haha.. I will be SOOO TIRED!! HAHA see first if can get off.. QH Think i have double pay i can buy You guys Anything meh!! I see first ok ok i will draw money On Thursday ok for you guys ok.. Boss now say go work .. SOoo BYEE

2009-12-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

A Force to be Recon with..
Life with you is like meaningless
A Love that never meant to be together
A Lied need to be known n Told

Wht happen to me now.. I am never like this Before... Living on a Prayer... Thnks guys For bucking me Up from the Ground... More thanks to Kenneth n Fion for lending me your ears.. And a Person to Vent my Anger with.. Sorry if i Hurt your Physical Being Kenneth..... This Few Weeks all i think is Wat happen How it Happen... man..
Seriously Why you said to us those words... Heck you can do that to me but to my friends.. You asking for it... Luckily.. Something new has started i cant do anything anymore..For now I am Officially Not into this anymore...
SERVE ME RIGHT for Trusting You....
Thanks The Guard at school yard kill my time for 20 min talking about this n WORK!!!
haha then Go slack with Same Ppl yesterday.. VideoGrahpy neveer do haha.. Typical Singaporean.. We are the Kiasu n Kiasi Citizens... All go for the Free Re-fill Coffee..They all wanna get Diabetes go Ahead.... Paisey ok... Then "Investigate"
Something.. Haha All give me Different Parts of Stories sia.. all ended Up he/she is lying.. Damn then Change into Office Clothes.. after that Qh dare me to ask one worker girl for the Number... WTFC.. Okok Never took the Girl Number ok..
Then go Up CarPark play True or dare.. cuz up there more PEACE.. haha then one Security Guard talk to us the name is Sng Ah Haw.. Nice Name.. then Go Newton for Conference Meet.. WTF all like 10 years older then me sia ... After that Got my Double Pay already Go meet Fion, Kenneth..Treat them haha Ehmm ... Siao So fast my Pay Going to Finish sia... 100 give Parent then thy eat about 50 Dlrs.. Left about 500 Left... Want Buy Or Not the thing.. Hope She like it..

2009-12-04T07:34:00.000-08:00

The truth is i dont like to be you..

Woohooo Just came back frm Day Camp haha Wake up 730am then bathe go mac for breakfast... Haha With Grace, Qian Hui and Winston... Damnn buy Coffee only.. Then Qian Hui ask me a Very Very Very Very HARD question that only SOme boys can answer... then go school haha.. afiq called me why late... damn then So TJC Girls.. damn i thought they were outsiders come to buy books... okok then help thm prepare.. after that Eat MAGGIE MEE!!!! Yahh Damnn.. Me n Afiq have 5 mins to finish the maggie... Damn the maggie was so freaking hot me n afiq was Drinking the whole soup.. then Play hahaha.. So Ice Breakers.. was quite nice Haha Draw Face doodle at face when forfeit so..... Then play Memory game... haha My group was the First to finish Record somemore 45Sec sia Thank you to Qian Hui... then Legged Worms.. was last one not have the chance to play.. Ha forget to tell We are given an Egg to PROTECT soo I was the one to protect it.. then They all say keep at my pants.. the Part where is Really Near to the YOU knw wat lah??There got a pocket to keep keys.. so keep lah.. then the TJC girls "molesting" us(Especially me sia) keep touching the pocket... then Spider web...MORE FUN SIAAAAA....OK Me,Xindi,Emily,Kai Siang, Tian Yong, Kee ting, Hwee Xing, Stephanie N Grace.. my team all decide tp Chiong!!! WTF.. okok Then take the lead finally got it in... GOOd the two team finish the whole spider web in ONE HOURS.. sia then Debrief... WAHHH Sooo good... after that Dinner at KFC.. go Circle Green after that Play game True Or Dare,,, Then Home sweet home... after tat Go out again DOOO Video for Smthing.. haha
Waiting for my PAY tomorw yahoooo Double Pay Sia... $500 Dlrs sia... WOHOOOO thinking of buying somebody a Camera.. but Maybe Next time i will treat you guys... ESPECIALLY Npcc guys Saiful Sec 1,2,3s i treat haha BUT NOT confirm yet you knw... 100 must gave me Parents.. Ok ..

I try to be the best for you

I Change for You

But all i can see is you sliping Away

Decide to go back to my bad life

Who Cares!!

I will be in the Home

Before You know it

Hell Even some You guys

Are telling the truth but now

I AM Digging the truth

I dont Care

Even it will depends my life on it or my Records

Dont ever Mess with my life again Or i will give you a LIVING HELL

idk Wat your Status or wat

You give me shit i will give you in deep SHIT

Man Wish i can go tomorow Campcraft but got Video thingy... But i will still tell Saiful after the Campcraft want meet or not

PEOPLE IN NPCC SEC 1S N Step Up PPL Who also meeting me TOMOROW

IF YOU GUYS saw me Wearing a VeryVery Smart Clothes PLS DONT ask me
WHY???? OK the reason being tomrow after the Video Shoot n Slacking With Saiful. i was sent

for a Conference meet at Newton.. then after that meet VIP,,(not Very Idiot Person)after that GOT MY PAY ~!!!! Yahhhhh ok.

2009-12-01T06:04:00.000-08:00

Sooo Lonely at home..Man I have so many off days this week sia.. No pay ARGH!!! shit
Go out for awhile take some fresh air saw shannon n ks... Haha then go Admiralty park.. Soo bored .. 8pm go home then dinner..watch First Class n PCK SOO funny
..

Love this music man..

30 Seconds To Mars Lyrics
This Is War Lyrics

Kings And Queens Lyrics

30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queen
Into the night
Desperate and broken
The sound of a fight
Father has spoken

We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood and pain
In defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

The age of man is over
A darkness comes and all
These lessons that we learned here
Have only just begun

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a Lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell

We are the Kings
We are the Queens
We are the Kings
We are the Queens

2009-11-30T06:03:00.000-08:00

One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again
To never fall in love again
To never fall in love again

2009-11-28T23:29:00.000-08:00

Bored Bored... At home just came back frm Centre.. But first fetch Fion go centre.. Talk to kenneth about the Job Offer..n The promotion.. haven decide to let her go in or wat....Then go order lunch..Pizza... Claim from office.. me, Fion, Kenneth n Big Boss at office.. Big boss funny sia First time can talk,Play with her.. Haha.. Play True or Dare.. again.. Then play Wii haha.. Big Boss Play so funny.. Haha.. Then Fion n me play...Then Send her home thn send myself home

2009-11-28T07:55:00.001-08:00

Hey one more day till Your deadline man...
You are really gettin into my nerves man YOU SAID you have comp then i reliase you go to West Coast.. YOU think i am a idiot.. hey man Some of them Told me to relax man Like By Gone By gone dog...Even with this kinda State man.. I am Nt Very VERY Well the Doc say i sallowed to much ANGER.. Hell..Just to say this.. I will not be played like a dog man.. Andy said correct you n Him does not how to do Proposal.. Bloody hell You can correct eveery body English n you got a bright Good Smart GF.. Why cant you ask her to help man..This is not One Man Show...I am not blaming you for wat happen to the Sec 3s Unity man.. I am not Blaming..You for the change that you had.. But i will NOT be Responsible for.. wat the side of Sky that never should existed.. in the last 3 years of his life will do to you man.. this is Personal.. man..Come on man... I knw you have responsibilities towards your stead man.. I knw .. Even i dont have a stead in my 15 years hell..I knw I seen it B4 man..Heck Kenneth told me this Dont get to Fustrated about this Relationship Thingy..But 4 Example.. You n fion he said... As a senior to the team.Yes you have a Big Responsibilities.. Hell as a Guy to Fion you also need to take her heart..
but First thing of all Leadership came First b4 Relationship with Your Stead..REMEMBER.. AS a LEADER you have a Major Prio but As Yourself you nee even a bigger Major Prio to live with yourslf...To Fion ok Ok i will Ok Im sory for wat i put you into ok.. I will always Love you ok...

2009-11-28T05:35:00.001-08:00

Ha Superb bored.. Dad Bought me Kfc for dinner thn Go work WTF.... Then Go Chat with Fion for awhile.. Kenneth one of my friend wants a job at our side.. She is in Singapore Sports School n same age as me(Obvious!!)She is My Old Old Old friend frm Evergreen Pri... Haha She is Sporty and.. Quite Commited to this.... i think you like it.. n Heck.. I hope somebody will not do something to her.. I will like her to be in the Counsellor Team can???? Contact me thru Sms now or tomrow i will go Centre??
Fion Pls Dont relive the things just now.. Haha.. i felt like WTH.. We kiss.. yes so wat that just Accidental right....then We hug yes so wat...Yah i felt like weird yes First kiss yes... 2nd Hug.. yess(First hug is with my Mom)haha.. Ok.. Pls i dont want to be the Latest News on Centre.. Ok An Sec3 Tech dating a sec1 Express.. Come on man Dont be Sad there is many fish in the pond right haha There is many guys in this world will came to like you man.... I will hope this Friendship will never end or wat.. I knw you have a terrible time now.. but i will Try the hardest to take care of you..

2009-11-28T02:48:00.000-08:00

Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.

Hahaha Finaly Got it

2009-11-28T02:07:00.000-08:00

Np was quite Bored Maám Ask me to fall out cuz my leg injured..WHY??? i am 100% oK I can endure the pain.. I can Ignore the Pain.. Hell I am The Most "Fit" Person in the Volunteer Centre n Sky Saviour.. you guys tell them I even Had a Back injury that Still in pain.. Hell SkySaviour told me to Come back and hell GUESS WHO BACK...!!!HA ok N Nearly Get Suspended for 2 weeks.. WAT the hell Ok oK
Back here again...haha Thanks Fion haha... Just now Parents not at home bored.. Fion ask me can go my hse so i let her .. Haha Fun sia.. Two hours.. at my hse... Order lunch at KFC delivery.. blahblah.. Eat, Watch TV.. then go FB.. Wah Phelycia .. Online talk to her.. Finally like 3 years never met her or talk to her.. Same she is bored.. haha then Weird things happen.. I nearly kiss her sia... Fish haha.. Damn.. then Watch Movie at hse.. She say im rich cuz got 2 Plasma Tv... WAT the hell I am not rich im just Use half of my pay to buy that ok.. Haha Superb Expensive sia..
Watch The Eye.. the Horror super horror Movie. haha Funny sia She Scream like hell i was laughing like hell... She like Hold me like want to suffocate me to death.. After that Watch one sad movie.. She Cried i was like HUH???? wipe her tears... Damn.. Fion,Fion..then Send her home...Taxi cost 10.. her hse at Petir.. Choa Chu Kang...Then Slack at Admiralty Park then rain haha Go home

2009-11-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

... that it is time to finally forgive yourself. You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.

Good sia
Back from Grandma Hse haha.. Noe wat My cousin give me a stick sia .. Star Mild sia.. haha
Soory joi .. I read some Book n Have a good talk with Ms Joanna Lee n Some Doctors at HPB
they said try to countdown as minimum then you will not have Cold Turkey.. Ok Soory
Btw I now have 2 stick a month.. Next month is no stick.. haha
Then Go bedok dad.. told me that if i passed my N Level He will bought me a elec Guitar
Wohooo.. Lil bro Jealous sia...then Go CWP .. dad Bought us a Belated Bdae present... Zen Mozaic MP4 sia... Lil Bro Choose Black then the only colour i have to choose is Pink .. WTH nice right haha Ok Try upload all music at mp4 Shit tomorw CampCraft Training.. Thank Saiful for reminding me haha Tmorw Will be hell Diamond pump .. Flagstaff.. Tents IN under 10 mins

2009-11-26T06:11:00.000-08:00

Guys.. Try Guess Who are they??? Starts with H ends with K You guys guess it HOOBASTANK!! Yahh They will be in Singapore at PartyOn.. Midnight Countdown Party.. HAHA Who want go tickets onsale now selling at $100 and below

2009-11-26T05:39:00.000-08:00

that there is no such thing as conditional love. Love is either unconditional or it's no love. You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances. But love accepts no boundaries. So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause

Every mins turn to hours
When i think about you
I tried to forget you but all its left is
Just memories of the past
I just want you in my life
Even though you got another guy in mind
I cant think the reason for love anymore
I am Sing a sad song and
You can sing along
I trying to figure out the melody of life for
You.. I will savour the moment we Spent together
I will Cherish Every words You said
I will try to never Love again.

Lesson in Romance

Love is a beauty..Is like Fire N Ice.. But a fire so Small can cause big mistake

.Lesson to be learnt Dont love a person just for Looks or attitude or Money that is Called fake love.. Love him/her For wat they are not wat they have.. Some of you guys knw who i like and HELL its Not FION..but Every words you guys say i will try to figure out

Kenneth I am sorry i cant make it.. today cause i and some of my friends planing for something

.. Fion.. hell Thanks alot girl.. You bought me a Present.. haha.. Love it man

.Heck even now some ppl thought I n You steading sia.. Dare kiss wat to do

Hey Fion How bout Next week My treat for Lunch.. I got my Double Bonus Pay for next week.. You want?? Call me by house ok..this.. is my thanks to you ok.. Nothing Personal ok..

Kenneth i knw wat you thinking.. But i do that to you n Big boss you knw.. Hell a little Gradtitude also Cannot meh?

SkySavs.. Soory for nw Sage will be the new Leader.. I will be out like till next year.. sorry guys but i will tell sage wat to do n when to do ok.. Hope You guys like the new Leader.

Kenneth!!!!! STOP Calling me n said i like Fion.. WTH.. yes i admit it i like her but just as friends cannot meh.. Hell.. I think a payback wont hurt right..

2009-11-24T01:51:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Pertapis Meeting hell so funny sia
Briefing for last tues work n Planing to go for a Holiday Trip
Me n Kenneth we the last person who give Opnion n i was the last person to reach centre
Ha Fion say i must treat them something.. WAT THE HELL.. Poverty already.. I treat them Snackers only haha.. 2.90 For One.. Waste $50 Dlrs Suppose half of the money is for Yuit Lin.. Damn..Then was like Huh?? Blur Blur.... Kenneth let me sleep for a few Mins.. Go sleep then Woke up with paint at my face.. WHAT THE wash up then go brief..They told me how i felt this two events happen First is Old Folks Second is Pertapis.. I felt like very happy...In Which We all here takes life For Granted.. All wants Freedom, Money.. Dont want to go school.. the Pertapis guys were Quite Friendly.. I got a good talk with Faiz.. Age 14..He said to me his Dream is being a Proffeesor.. Or get aleast a PHd... Dreams Never Weigh you dont.. Then Told me about the feeling about the Old Folks.. I said to them Being with them is like a new me .. I felt heart broken Listen to their Stories.. Some of them are OUTCast by their OWN flesh n BlooD Family.. heck.. Then Fion N the other guy i dont remember.. plus me plan For Holiday... Got two Places to choose.. Indonesia.. Hong Kong...Nice right we all Choose HK.. Want GO Disney land sia fun... after that We all play True Or Dare..
I choose True Always.. Then Fion say one True Question.. That shock the WHole Centre.. Even Myself.. I DONT KNW HOW SHE KNW.. Why you must go to court?.. Skip that part.. then I choose Dare.. Kenneth say i must Kiss Fion at her lips.. WHAT THE!!!So kiss her she Red Face sia.. haha Then Kenneth Choose dare.. HAHAHA PAY BACK i dare him to Kiss Fion n the other girl Whom i forget(She is rather a PLUS Size if you knw wat i mean)..Fion kena Dare.. Kenneth such a pain in the ass.. he told fion to hold my hand look in to my eyes n be my Valentine.. GO TO HELL kenneth..
Then She did it i was totally Shock.. Haha Red Face again Fion.. After that Go orchard.. see the Bricks thingy Donate $8 DLr.. then HOME SWEET HOME

2009-11-23T22:49:00.000-08:00

Hayatebune Pirates Of the Carribean MY FAV Guitar Soloist Music

2009-11-23T22:21:00.001-08:00

At kota Tinggi haha
My Mummy n Daddy
After Kota tinggi(ME)
On this day of your life, Affandi, we believe God wants you to know ... that your remedy for anxiety is the question: 'Will this matter in a year from now?'

2009-11-23T08:11:00.000-08:00

A Promise to be Kept
Even you're an ASS
A promise is a promise

2009-11-23T07:01:00.000-08:00

hehe Back on blogger again.. Nothing better to do
Anyway i will be doing something that you guys never see b4 ok.. On My blog
I will Update my OWN pics at blog haha... Sorry if not nice or wat.. Seriously.. I never update my Own pics inside here or even took my own photos of myself..
Man i need to get my hair dyed... HAFIZ YOU Sun of the beach...You said you want dye my hair you KNS..

2009-11-23T04:20:00.001-08:00

My Back Aches hell... Yes Finally got off for Soccer Training..

Now this song inspire me alot!!! What about Now.. Daughtry

Am Em

Am Em
Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,
Am Em
From all the things that we are

But are not saying.
Am Em
Can we see beyond the scars
D
And make it to the dawn?
Am Em
Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to
Am Em
The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.
Am Em
For all the things that never died,
D
To make it through the night,
F
Love will find you.

C
What about now?
C/B Am
What about today?
G F C Dm
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
C C/B Am
What if our love never went away?
G F C Dm
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
C F
Baby, before it's too late,
Am Em
What about now?

Am Em
The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.
Am Em
This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.
Am Em
Shadows fade into the light.
D
I am by your side,
F
Where love will find you.

C
What about now?
C/B Am
What about today?
G F C Dm
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
C C/B Am
What if our love never went away?
G F C Dm
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
C F
Baby, before it's too late,

Dm
what about now
Am
Now that we're here,
C
Now that we've come this far,
Em
Just hold on.
Dm Am
There is nothing to fear,
F
For I am right beside you.
Dm
For all my life,
Am
I am yours.

Am
What about now?
C
What about today?
F C Dm
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
Am C
What if our love never went away?
F G
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

C
What about now?
C/B Am
What about today?
G F C Dm
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
C C/B Am
What if our love never went away?
G F C Dm
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
C F
Baby, before it's too late,(3)

What about now

2009-11-23T01:25:00.000-08:00

show me what this life is all about
she foold all of her friends thinking she so strong and still sleep with the light on
And she comes again
And Her mother likes there sick with cancer all of her friends dont understand her
Arif Thanks man The lyrics brings back a whole lot meaning now.. Aini Wish you a speedy Recovery.. Wish i willl be there but so sorry man

2009-11-22T06:18:00.000-08:00

Guys whom overnight last friday... Or suppose Yuit Lin, Dylon n Ashraf... I knw this quite late but tis video the three guys.. whom we meet or they met us at the shelter.. N the song they played haha.. I just have a rough translation for the title Without me knowing or without any notice <351> Rocks Ok the guy we met is At the far left n Far Right... I just knw them by nicks Fazz N Syafi n Apit...but Dannyboi not in the vid..

2009-11-22T03:52:00.000-08:00

To much Boredness..
Tmrw nothing to do sia... WHO FREE!!! damn
One more week man Hahaha ..
Emily!!... Ok i will do that ok...
But where n When N HOW!!!!!!

2009-11-21T19:10:00.000-08:00

Life A challenge....
Guys Listen My blog here is not for FIGHTing ok.. If want fight Count me OUT
I dont want to be inside home again ok Please.. I hate The Home ok
LOVE TO be back at the Centre.... Missing the Pertapis Guys... We all hae a great time there..
To smbdy You said where is the sec 3 Unity.. Hmm We all have the Unity Until he left the group did you ever see him with us during planing.. did you see him with us during the sentosa... Hell His friend is with us during the bbq.. He got time to overnight with us.. But he is in need at home cuz his GrandMother is sick ok.... B4 the girl in his life we are all UNITED..
Now for easy side of life

2009-11-21T02:38:00.000-08:00

Nothing to post just show some vids.. haha
Featuring the HCINCC PDS nice!!
Precision Drills Squad

2009-11-20T23:12:00.000-08:00

Man BORED!!! Cant think of anything Just now go school for FUN!! Haha Bound to be nobody there so sleep at tables near Np Room .. then One Red Cross Guy came with a Flag.. Then Realised today no PDS training so tell him no training so he go home Quickly then Deen(NCC) came also bring a Flag tell him that no Training.. Then he called Hadi n Wen Pang.. Wah!!!Hadi Never told Deen today no training haha... Then A few mins Bernard came then Nadia,Nisa n the other Chinese girl from RC came then i told them NO TRAINING haha wat a shock they have.. then Talk to bernard bout Smthng.. then I.T Student got camp so... was wanting to CAMP also but cannot haha maybe next year..then Nadia n the two Girls Practice the Flag.. then lend her Two paper for Doing her Camp Proposal.. Bernard n i decide to sleep so.. we took three Benches n SLEEP!!!!! HAHA sleep about 20 mins then Bernard go home after that i was SHOEEW!!! OFF from the premises . then Go home Play comp for two hrs already

2009-11-20T22:55:00.000-08:00

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This IS a videos from Simple plan Save you a video or music awareness about Cancer a deadly Diesase which ranks 2nd in the world deadly diesase there is a cure for this diease but its a painfull cure.. Let bring awareness...(Even though hell i dont knw Sharon Osbourne n Pierre Brother (Jay) got cancer but the ARE the Survivor for cancer)

2009-11-20T06:18:00.000-08:00

this quiz is true sia try one guys the facebook quiz
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people'ts mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

2009-11-20T05:54:00.000-08:00

Damn tired... ha FINALLY i got rest frm the training..Luckly Bring laptop to train centre so can pass time for lunch haha.. Back ache.. HELP!! Was talking to the Players frm Singapore National team for Soccer.. Cant believe they were in Singapore i thought they were at Jordan for the Iraq VS Singapore for the Asean Cup... So fun Indra, Precious n Duric...Thought me smthg... Then Go play with them Lionel Lewis teach me goal keeping..The Custodian wahh!!! I forget to Charge my phone so no Pics haha...I was aiming to get Keeper Lionel taught me everything.. Then Lunch SOOO GOOOD!!!! no money but Baihakki treat me sia.. Good thanks alot...then i take out my laptop ALL of them CROWD around me sia Ok relax.. Nothing to see ok No NC-18 videos... sorry haha.. so I update blog then Check some emails blahblah blah see Youtube Vid.. then Training again haha.. Going home was the best all fight for a cab ride.. So i was the Furthers frm them so I get to pick haha so good.. Then Reach home by 8pm Charge my phone then saw Yuit Lin sms me.. To Yuit Lin Soorry!! For not Replying Will reply you later.. N then Afiqo sms me haha To you sorry to man I cant reply so sorry... Later reply you man...

YAHOOO TOMOROW DAY OFF LIAO!!! WHO FREE!!!! WANT SLACK

After that play guitar .. Guys I got a great deal here I saw there is a Elec Guitar in GOOD condition sells $71.. Should i buy it or wat?? Anyone can help me?

cousin at hse so Make FUSS yahoo then i dont knw who the hell told them i create a song but

still i sing to them they quite Impress.. haha then they help me Create a new song SOO Good

btw they are just p6 but the have sense of Rythm

2009-11-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

Words that can't be say..words that can't be hear..and in the same way..words that i want she to know...we often take wrong steps..we often far away...but i realize piece of small miracle sometime come without we knowing...
I want to say i love you but its hard I want to say i care but it seem you dont care.. Through songs Through letters through SMS every sms send to me by you i still keep.. Every word you said n every time we Spent i cherish it.. I just want to say i love you.. This Three words is stuck in my mind and I will be there for you this five words i swear to you.. I love you!!
Life is so strange.when you hate some one ,youu will try 2 win every happiness which belongs 2 dat person..But when you luv someone,you will sacrifice everything 2 win jus that one heart.. Evey Night i dreamt about you.. but every thing can change.. I still scared to say it.. Praying to get a better timing to say it..

2009-11-19T19:29:00.000-08:00

And we'd both go, down together

We'd stay there forever

Just try to get up

And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy

When I asked you believe me, and never let go

Well I'm thinking of the worst things, that I could say to you

But a promise doesn't mean a thing, anymore

And this never will be right with me

And now you're trying desperately

But I'm, tongue-tied and terrified of what I'll say

And then we'd both go, down together

We may stay there forever

I'll just try to get up

And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy

When I asked you believe me, you never let go

But I let go

I could only sing you sad songs

And you could sing along

And you could see the melody, that's been calling at your walls

This never will be right with me

And now you're trying desperately

But I'm, tongue-tied and terrified of what I'll say

But I never told you everything

I'm losing hope and faded dreams

And every single memory, along the way

And then we both go, down together

We may stay there forver

Just try to get up

And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy

When I asked you believe me, you never let go

But I let go

And we both go, down together

And stay there forever

Just try to get up

And then we both go down together

We may stay there forever

Just try to get up

And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy

When I asked you believe me, you never let go

But I let go...

a good song right?? haha ok

2009-11-19T05:57:00.000-08:00

Still lots to talk about..
BTW going home frm Pertapis was fun sia..
Kenneth Say i got stead then say i create song for her.. WTH.. eh come on Kenneth think wat sia!!Then all was like.. Really Meh... Wah!!then Fadly n Fion said to me that if a girl stead with e she is really lucky... WTH Why lucky sia.. They said again You will Protect her all the time n You wont let anything bad happen to her.. If she sick at the hospital or wat you will be right beside her..WTH.. Come on man Fion!!You last two month you Hospitalized i was beside you right!!You think wat we Friends only lah.. Fish cake.. Then B4 Going off have Final Debrief.. we were so damn early so we have 10 ppl including me so all take turns to talk.. I was the last one.. so I debrief like 30 mins sia.. First i talk about the ppl at pertapis thn talk about them the volunteer then the Schedule.. Ok.. So let me list down People at pertapis Are good and Friendly to us.. But some show attitude but still its ok.. then About us is Dont over power Your Position as n Volunteer n As n Organiser for me is quite Troublesome cuz i got details just like two days ago.. Then when i was about to close the Ceremony with the Pertapis guys one of you try to overight my position..As n Leader You should not step over our head.. but heck i dont care cuz i n you are still same position but we took time to take Leadership Position.. thn at bus to go to Kallang was like ages cuz Jam.. So Decide to right song.. Not a Perfect Life
Hey You
Sorry to dissapoint you
I tried so hard to make things right
I know im not so Perfect for you
this is abit sneak Preview for the next song Anyone can Help??

2009-11-19T02:51:00.000-08:00

The Most Powerful Weapon of all Mankind is the Mind..
It felt great helping the guys back there... azizul make all of us laugh like hell sia then.. Kenneth say to me that i need to make something up before going home haha i cant sing that well or Play Guitar or Drum like a pro But a few Beats or Chord wont hurt them... Then Kenneth say to me sing the Song that i posted on my blog... WTF!!!! So i play the song haha cant sing so n my thoart is sore so nvrm its the lyrics that count not the music or voice for them haha.. then Kenneth was saying to me that nice song man haha.... Came home early was raining heavily sia.. ALL drench wet.. Even my shoes are not spared man.. Was like Running at Fushan to My hse or sort of brisk walking.. then Yuit Lin sms me haha Later i will repay her..!! Waiting for Class at 8 shit long day btw i never ate the whole day i just drank four packet of milo n 3 Cans Of 100 Plus n one cup of coffee(Morning) haha Love Caffeeine.. n

2009-11-18T05:45:00.000-08:00

hell this here that here... COME on man we all are busy... hey Listen CAREFULLY i will say this VERY SLOWLY.. CUZ my English is not a pro as you ok.... People here are buzy too ok.. let me tell you my time Schedule
Monday
Go to Tampines for Training
Back at 10pm
Tuesday
Go to Pertapis
Back home at 8pm
Wednesday
Campcraft training back at 8pm
Thursday Go to Pertapis again back at 9pm
Friday Go to Tampines for training again
Back at 10pm
This Sat dad send me to work
Saturday 10am-7am Sunday..
Sunday Training till 8pm

Hell even with my TIGHT schedule i still can do Proposal man..You said that you have Yo-Yo Comp.. EVEN THE FREAKING TIME start you did not knw hell you not training for World class why you need a 24/7 Practice man.. HELL MY back IS killing me My Eyes are started to Sore... And you dont want to knw wat is going happen to my Ass man... n
Next week its going to be the same but Its ALTERNATE ..YOU think you the ONLY human being or Tapeworm or WAT the called you.Buzy.. If You try to make me do this again.. man I WILL SAY THIS THE LAST TIME You Will see the Different side of me THE DIFFERENT SIDE that never Knew EXISTED

2009-11-17T02:06:00.000-08:00

my mind drawing to blank nw help!!!
To Sage n D Thnk man for the all the things you said to me man
Sage hmm... Keep the Good Work man
To Yuit Lin Cheer Up ok Dont think Negative think Posotive... If
You think Life sucks Yes life Sucks n Unfair But got to life that way man
and SMILE...
N to HT like my best friend used to say this when i get angry(Not Steppers)haha
Dont let your Emotion take over you man .. If you started to get Upset about that man you will do things wrong..Am i more worst then A teacher or wat sia..!!haha.. Yahoo Farewell Party coming up love to see Rachel N Stella With us Hope they can Overnight too..:) :):)
BTW Angeline I will not be dead if i link you right???
BTW link you in blog or Your New MSN??
..To everybody who help come for the bbq n that... THANKS MAN i really REALLY appreciate(Did i spell correctly i am not like KS his English is way PRO than mine)Wish i can make up for smthng with who overnight last week but i cant haha.. sorry maybe i treat You guys Movie?? Replys??
Yah BTW if you guys want comments about the Song i jst post DONT BE shy ok... ANY good comment needed but BAD can say ok lah but NO VULGAR pls haha....

2009-11-16T07:34:00.001-08:00

Why this keep happening man....
every song i wrote is for you man..
Two songs one is for you and one is for my best friend who is like My BIG brother...
Arif Thanks man.. The Song Reach Out
Still in my paper man... I never changed the Lyrics..
Tim I knw You are up there Sitting Beside God... Man I knw THis is a bad way for you to see me like this.. Heck i knw you hate me Crying like a baby but its all i got man..Arif I love you I miss you man..I hope this is just a dream That i can woke up into and see you by my side man.. But i cant believe you are gone man... Arif.. I will carry the Tradition man... The same tradition that you brought to me man..

to tis i end of with some Words
Some of you knw me quite well but some dont right.. Like Tian Yong I told you bout some things
EVERY word every Sentence i said there is a Reason to it.. even Though im Angry or sad i will have a reason....
to Saviours I wish you can understand my Situation man N to you noe who... I been Recently Suspended Cuz of something i will not be in for quite 4 weeks man OMG ITS LIKE 1 MONTH... Hell

2009-11-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

Taking hold, breaking in

The pressures all need to circulate

Mesmerized and taken in

Moving slow, so it resonates

It's time to rest, not to sleep away

My thoughts alone, try to complicate

I'll do my best, to seek you out

And be myself, and not impersonate

[Chorus:]

I tried so hard to not walk away

And when things don't go my way

I'll still carry on and on just the same

I've always been strongBut can't make this happen

'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in

The fear of becomingI'm so tired of running

'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in

I want to breathe you in

I'm going in, so cover me

Your compass will, help me turn the page

The laughing stock, I'll never be

Because I won't let them take me

[Chorus]

Took awhile to see all the love that's around me

Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known

And it's youI've always been strong

But can't make this happen

'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in

The fear of becoming

I'm so tired of running

‘Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in

I want to breathe you in

I want to,

I want toI want to breathe you in

I want to breathe you inI want to breathe;

I want to, I want toWanna breathe

I want to breathe you in

I wanna breathe

This is for Yuit Lin HaHa She Want to Knw the Song that i create...Thanks For Dylon for telling her..

And lots more truth to be told for this song Want to Knw More ASK me Ok!!!

2009-11-15T03:51:00.000-08:00

Back From ECP and Back frm The Case...
First last thursday Got bbq so Wake up at 5 Prepare food then Winston SMS me that qian hui want the food NOW soo 10am Bring food Guitar Tent Bag.. SO heavy sia Then give up carry Guitar at bag at shoulder then the Food at the other hand and Food(Which is 3 bags)at the other then Neighbour say Wah Run away frm home is it haha... then go ride to ECP Prepare the Thing... Drizzled alittel bit then Daryl come(WoHOOOO...)Go Play sea haha then Sand... Shannon,Jiayi,Ching Yee and Angeline Came then more ppl came haha... So my Cousin there say hi to her.. then Call mom and dad where they are... They at the Parkng lot so me Khalida n My Cousin go take The Other food... Haha So SHOCK that i saw my elder Cousin Drive the Car ...
Finally Got License seh!!Then they Help me carry stuff... SO good sia thank you very much... then Elder Sis talk to me all about the Step Up Ppl.. Then say me Staff Sergeant seh!! ha i Dont care mah Staff sergeant or Sergeant..its still rank right.. Ha then Borrow My phone to her.. I Forget my Wallpaper is the Pic of the OMG NO!!!She said Stead is it... No Lah!!!then BBQ starts haha so fun Stella and Rachel came then eat.. After that Rachel Stella Gave us some of the Honey Stars Chocolate So nice.. Then me,Afiq, all of the Guys who is overnighting Rent Bike we ride all the way sia

then the Next day Go home awhile then go back ECP another night haha WAS SUPER FREAKING COLD i was shiver like hell... Should brought Poncho n Another Windbreaker .. Yuit Lin also Shiver so Dylon lend Yuit Lin his Shirt.. so cold then Go mac Sleep.. Was Shock that the Ppl there does not care so We sleep till 7am then go back there i sleep again.. Was so tired cuz I dont want to say this but I havent sleep for 7 Days.. So then GO home Blah blah blah... To Yuit Lin I created your song but Its not ready yet haha... Created 3 Songs in a Year...
Ok Taking hold, Breaking In
the pressure all need to Circulate... Rings Any Bells!!

2009-11-11T07:42:00.000-08:00

Facebook say im the Angel Of peace sia
You Are The Angel of Peace
Your job is to keep feelings of peace and clarity within all life forms. Without you there would only be chaos and violence. At times when chaos does arise, your presence will slowly bring peace again. Your doves will fly out once peace is again restored. The Angel of Peace.

Currently Listening to The WWE Undertaker Song so nice man The Chimes and the Gongs bell is like Damn right Scary... HAHA

2009-11-11T05:13:00.000-08:00

She stills Linger In my Mind
I havent been myself lately
I really hate myself for doing bad things
But I tried to be nice
But somehow Somebody can Found the Weakness inside me
Pls Understand guys I DONT want to pick a fight
But if YOU try to act big or wat the hell...Just watch out
HAHA.. Parkour Man I knw What you thinking..
You thinking THAT HOW Little effort i will Trash YOu down
You thinking Wat going to happen to me if Affandi or Sky does not have my back to Protect me
You thinking Wat Affandi or Sky going to do to me if I Act big Or Wat..
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I begging you man Pls Dont Make me do this.. If you make me do this.. How Bout Calling you the FIRST GUY IN Evergreen To send ME TO Boys Home....
Argh!!!!
I Cant Stop thinking of Her Sia... Every Song that i listen remembers Her.. Shit How to say sia like this... okok Bye Guys